Its been a while since I wrote in my Bipolar II Journal. I moved in the beginning of January and haven't really had much to write about. My vitamins have been doing a great job, my waves have been small and manageable and I feel great. I am working too much, but that is my own fault because I am trying to save some money so I can start my Trading career. So, my social life is almost non-existent, I may get to do one fun thing per week, maybe.
The reason I decided to write today though was because I was listening to the radio on my way to work and noticed something interesting. Although the vitamins have helped me deal with my hypersexuality, I have also been listening to a lot of NPR when I drive around and I have found that this also helps decrease my hypersexual thoughts. I discovered this today when NPR did a story that I have heard before, so I switched it to music. I started having some intense hypersexual thoughts right away. I knew music was great for establishing the mood of the listener, but I never associated with hypersexuality before. I found that NPR gives me intellectual information to mull over in my head, on the other hand, music allows my mind to wander and the first place it tends to go to is sex. Since I don't have anyone to express my hypersexuality with right now, I will have to be more aware of my surroundings and how it effects my thoughts.
